I\'m no different to anyone else - every now and again our past grabs us by the short and curlies and pulls us back along the road we thought we had travelled. A road we thought was our route out of wherever we were at the time.
For me it was the road out of NESA - a child I helped give birth to but soon realised needed more from me that I could give.
I\'ve had this love/hate relationship with nesa for a few years - I spawned it but it bit back and spewed me out - from that day on I thought little of my prodegy - but life has that funny way of kicking you when you are on the up (as well as on the down).
Tonight I just had that uncontrollable urge to visit, post and at the very least free my mind from Nesa\'s pull.
I don\'t fish now, have little to do with fishing, wonder in my own mnd why I ever enjoyed fishing but one thing constant in my mind is my \"child\" Nesa - it\'s nice to pop along now and again just to see how she is growing up.
From what I see she is doing well.
[Edited on 22/10/2005 by Johnbee]
For me it was the road out of NESA - a child I helped give birth to but soon realised needed more from me that I could give.
I\'ve had this love/hate relationship with nesa for a few years - I spawned it but it bit back and spewed me out - from that day on I thought little of my prodegy - but life has that funny way of kicking you when you are on the up (as well as on the down).
Tonight I just had that uncontrollable urge to visit, post and at the very least free my mind from Nesa\'s pull.
I don\'t fish now, have little to do with fishing, wonder in my own mnd why I ever enjoyed fishing but one thing constant in my mind is my \"child\" Nesa - it\'s nice to pop along now and again just to see how she is growing up.
From what I see she is doing well.
[Edited on 22/10/2005 by Johnbee]
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